A Fresh New Look For A Fresh New Year!

So can you tell that I been busy?

I figured it's a new year and that means it's time for a new fresh look. Like it? They don't really have many templates to choose from and I don't know how to do all that fancy stuff like others do to their blogs so until I figure it out this is going to have to do. So just updating everything here took me about 3 hours or so. Doesn't look like that much work but it was! So sit back, get a hot cup of cocoa or a cold glass of wine or whatever beverage of your choice and have a look around and tell me what you think. Honestly I'm thinking that nobody is even going to acknowledge this thing but that's OK. I'm here writing for myself and finding out that it really feels pretty good just having a place I can go to to release my thoughts and whatever else I am feeling at the time. Kind of like a diary but not a diary. When I was a little girl I used to keep diaries only because I would get a shit load of them from my friend Gerg's aunt-I forget her name. She was the one up in Wausau. I would write everything in that bad boy and when I say everything, I mean EVERYTHING! Who I liked, who I wanted to kiss, who I wanted to...........well..........you get the idea. As I got older diaries started scaring me. I mean seriously, do people really write every private thought and feeling into a little 3x3 book that has a "padlock" on it? What they did and who they did it with written in very minute details? I'd be afraid someone would eventually find it and read it and you know they will! You can easily just walk out your front door and be accidentally shot by a drive-bye shooter and have no warning that your life was at an end and here you are leaving all this evidence of all the shit you did in your life time for someone to find. Me? I don't want anything left behind when I die. I even toss out stained underwear in case I die tomorrow and I don't want Scott to see. How humiliating that would be! Yes, even though I am dead I still feel I would be humiliated! Anyway, I am 45 years old now and seriously, even if I did keep a diary can you imagine how boring it would be? Probably as boring as this blog is. But I bet I would still have more blog readers then diary readers and that to me is sad. I think I need to liven up my life a bit more or just start getting back into trouble just so I would have something interesting to write about. I hate for people to think I live such a boring life.

I am tired and so I am outta here! G'night!